It feels so surreal. That I already finished college, earned my license and got no job at all. I am stuck here at home doing the chores and doing some house makeover. Anyway, our house is really small but I know that there is a lot of improvement that can be made if we just get rid of clutter and old stuff we do not use anymore. But my mom, she has a hard time letting go of stuff, because for her it has got sentimental value. Might as well tell her to just keep only the memories and let go of that things.
I wanna start to be really productive today (same thought that I got from yesterday), but I think this one is my kick-start because I got up really early to put the trash outside so that the garbage collectors can get it later.
You know, it is really hard for me to change my body clock. Sleeping at 3 or 4 am is a disaster because it feels like my day is too short, waking up in the afternoon and all I do is house cleaning and after dinner I just go to my room and watch youtube videos and series like Hannah Montana and Sabrina: The Teenage Witch (1997).
So anyway, my life is really off, spiritually, I am a believer but I feel like I have become distant, in a way that I seldom do my devotional, and I just want it to be my habit. To have food for my spirit.
That’s why I will have my Devotional: A Spiritual Journey Series here in my blog so that I can be alive again.
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